Sunday, January 3, 2010

It's the new year, lets be ignorantly optimistic

It is the new year and already, the solutions to our problems are well in hand. (Buuuuulllllllll Sssssshit, excuse me my allergies must me acting up.)

I live about20 miles west of Kalamazoo MI. The big news that is going to solve all our problems. The jobs are coming.

I will believe this when I see it.

Supposedly there are a bunch of jobs on tap to be created in 2010 in the Kalamazoo area, which would be great if it was true. However we have heard this before. If anyone from the Kalamazoo area reads this do you remember back in the fall of 2008 when the governor came around and it sounded like the area was going to become a hub for life sciences research and production. Here is a list of some of the notables if you forgot.....

MPI, 3000 jobs in Mattawan for animal lab testing
MPI, 300 to 500 jobs in Kalamazoo doing, it had something to do with a contract with Pfizer
Parker (I think) they hired like 120 people in Kalamazoo, actually happened
Fabri-Kal, 200 jobs the same ones they are talking about right now
Perrigo, I think it was like 300 jobs in Allegan to handle their expansion of sales of over the counter generics, they make the Wal-Mart brand for several things, along with Kroger, Meijer and others.

There were others job announcements at the same time in the fall of 2008. It was just a big deal that they put up billboards touting the fact that four thousand some odd jobs had been created. The reality is that the plans for them had been announced.

Then.......

The economy collapsed and none of it happened, although I remember seeing lines for people that were applying for those 120 jobs that I think were Parker but I can't remember what the name of that company was for sure. I do remember it was in the middle of downtown.

Not only did most of it not happen, but MPI wound up laying lots of people off and getting others to take early retirement packages. Perrigo laid off all the workers on temp contracts through other firms. As for all the other jobs, well no one really said anything about it after the announcements but you would think that if someone was still hiring 200 people it would of had some kind of measurable effect on the unemployment numbers.

So now we are recounting some of those jobs as new jobs for 2010 even though they were supposed to be here already and the bulk of them, the 3000 MPI jobs, still aren't being filled. We are counting the chickens before they hatch on this one because any sense of optimism, even when it is ignorant to the facts of the situation, is enough right now.

The real stupid thing about this, which I happen to know a lot about because I know someone that works for the city of Mattawan, not spelling the name of that city right, is that those 3000 jobs are dependent on expanding an over pass and off ramp on I-94. The over pass is one lane each way and it is busy. There is a big truck stop and weight station there. There is a trailer park there. There is a big Go Kart and putt putt golf area there. Not to mention it is the only off ramp for that entire town, including the hundreds, if not thousands that already work for MPI at that location.

Instead of getting money from the economic stimulus to rebuild that over pass, they spent stimulus money to resurface the curb further up the freeway. Why not invest in a public works project that is needed to help a company and a town create thousands of new jobs, instead of resurfacing the freeway. Even better is that the area where the resurfacing took place was the same location where, just the year before, they had expanded the freeway to three lanes.

This ignorant optimism is going to ruin us, because we are not looking at things in a rational manner. I could go on forever about it but know this, The Status Quo Does Not Work when it comes too health care, education, the environment, and especially science. (I know there is no real answer to this but ask yourself how much money and talent left the United States to do stem cell research in other countries. Fuel cell research? Cancer research?)

No one ever won a fashion show with last years shoes and no country ever maintained economic strength on outdated technology!

Lets be rationally optimistic and rebuild and modernize America's infrastructure. Flood our research universities with the money, tools, and innovation friendly laws that will put us back in the top spot of scientific and technical innovation. Create a universal health care system that takes the burden of health insurance premiums off the backs of American Companies and the American people, almost all industrialized countries besides the US have universal health care. Regulate the damn banks, its our money they are playing with and they should be held accountable for it at all times.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Fishing for a relationship

For all those that keep using the fishing metaphors when they talk to me about dating and building a relationship with some one.

The problem with being the catch of the day is that you will be the shit of tomorrow.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Being a single gay man in west michigan sucks

I was cleaning, all the week of Christmas, and I found this old paper that I got from a seminar I went to ages ago. This speaks very well to my situation. I have been looking for a boyfriend, or just people that are interested in getting to know me and see what happens. All I can say about it is that the west Michigan area really sucks for finding a date if you are a gay man at least.

I was talking to a guy on gay.com just a few minutes ago and I was really liking the conversation, cause it wasn't about cock size, how I like it, and what my stats are. It was a great conversation that ranged from how his uncle is a drag queen, which I actually have meet several times before, to his dads moonshine collection, to how much we both hate that thug attitude a lot of the younger guys have. Then he said something about his boyfriend.

Damn It!!!!


Anyway, about the paper I found.

Eleven tips for finding a partner

1. Take a look at all the people you already know. Your future love might be sitting right next to you.

2. Join activities that interest you to increase the chance you will meet other with shared interests. Even if you don't meet someone at least you are enjoying yourself.

3. Let your friends know you are looking.

4. Expand your pool of people.

5. Consider personal ads. (This blog post could be considered one big personal ad.)

6. Pursue people you are interested in. (The paper doesn't say this but if you are the one being pursued be nice and gracious if the answer is no, there is no reason to be offending about it.)

7. Let go if the one you pursue says no.

8. Don't turn every date in to a "Will This Be The One" assessment.

9. Don't look for love in places where you are more likely to find sex. (Nobody ever said, "I Do" in a bath house as far as I know.)

The last two apply especially to same sex partners.

10. Be out.

11. Have visible GLBT symbols in your life. (Yeah your out of the closet but how does anyone know you are gay. Contrary to some peoples beliefs we look like everyone else.)

Wish me, you, and all the rest of them luck.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Generational Gap in Homosexual behavior

It was interesting tonight, I was talking with a friend of mine who is older, mid fifties, and openly gay. He knows so many other guys in the area that are gay, or at least bisexual, and are in marriages they hate but trapped in the role of being the family man, many of them have kids.

The regularity with which this occurs seems to be increase in relation to the age group looked at. This is also proof that freedom of sexual expression is still along way off. If these guys can't go to their wives and talk about how they feel and how they have attractions to other men then who can they talk to, besides the strangers they hook up with behind their wives backs.

I am not passing judgment on the guys either. I understand they likely have an immense fear of what might happen to their lives if they talked about it. The level of macho-ism is still amazingly high and any kind of admission of homosexual feelings is a direct challenge to their machismo. In many cases it was also not possible to be openly gay when they were younger, so in order to keep up appearances they got married and had kids and all that happy horse shit.

I knew one guy in particular that lived that life. His wife had died. He talked about how horrible things were for him and his wife. He would have to use sex toys, pumps and rings, just to get it up and keep that way long enough. He knew how his wife felt about their sex life and he said many times how harsh things were for her. Can you ladies imagine going through an extended relationship feeling like your other half had no interest in you at all. After his wife died he still didn't want to be open about things with his family. He was scared of how is kids would react, even though they were all in their late teens or older. As of the last time that I talked to him, which has been years now, he was still in the closet and picking up college freshmen or anyone he could find. A ruff and lonely way to be.

It is amazing that even though it is more acceptable now then ever before to be gay so many people of the older generations have been left behind, and endanger themselves and their partners by finding anonymous sex with men and keeping it all hidden from their families.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Party in the USA

I am amazed at myself. I had been hearing this song every time I went out, I even heard it on NPR. I really liked it, but I had not heard it on the radio, besides NPRE, to find out who does the song or anything about it.

Finally enough of the lyrics stuck with me to google the lyrics and find out the name of the song. Miley Cyrus sings it, Party in the USA.

I am shocked at myself. As a rule I don't usually like any of things those Disney brats come up with. My argument goes something like this, "Anyone that has the entire Disney magic machine behind it can get to the top with out ever having to display any kind of talent beyond not being fat or otherwise ugly." I hate watching how Disney does this, I think the Jonahs Brothers are proof of what I am talking about.

Miley, Hanna Montana, Cyrus bothers me in particular because you don't know what of her is actual talent or what of her was bought by her dads money. If my dad was a one hit wonder of a country and western singer I might of become an attractive pop icon too. So much of what we are and can become is determined by our place in Americas socio-economic class structure. These Disney brats are one big reminder of that fact.

But for now I am honestly enjoying (loving) the song, Party in the USA, despite the bitter sweet knowledge that Miley Cyrus and the Disney juggernaut are responsible for it.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Can we kick Liberman out of the Democratic Party yet.

Technically he has already left the Democratic Party, I know that. But, he still caucuses with the democrats and they give him seats on influential committees to try and keep him somewhat aligned with the democratic voting bloc. Maybe they should get around to the prospect of dumping him from some of those nice committee seats. It might even be a good idea to run a serious candidate against him and call him to task for all the times that he has sided with the Republican Party on key issues.

It is amazing to me that he has somehow become the stumbling block on the health care debate. He was against the public option. Now he is against expanding Medicare to help cover people. I would be fairly certain that the only health care reform package he would support probbaly looks alot like the package Mc Cain was pushing. That was less about actual reform and more of a gimmick to keep the same broken system but with tax incentives and government vouchers to make insurance more affordable. (I don't remember how was he planning to pay for the vouchers again.)

That is another thing. The U.S. Senate needs to be kicked in the ass for coming up with this tax idea to pay for their reform bill. Taxing health insurance benifits on the common worker is a terrible idea. Here are two examples of why......

1. I work for an auto parts company. My health insurance is employer paid, I do not pay one cent for my coverage not even as a pre-tax deduction on each pay check. My insurance is negotiated between the company, the U.A.W., and the insurance company. I have really good insurance that pays 80% after I have paid an annual deductible of 200$ and pays 100% after I have paid a total of 1000$. However in a way I do pay for this good coverage. I pay for it in the form of lower wages, I only make a little more then 2 dollars an hour over minimum wage. If you taxed me on the value of my health insurance the taxes alone could make my excellent coverage cost me too much given my rate of pay.

2. My dad works for a machining company that makes power couplings and other devices for heavy duty machinery. He pays out of pocket for his health insurance, his plant is non-union. He is already paying something like 800$ a month for insurance, which isn't as good as mine. If you taxed him on that he would basically be paying an addtional cost for insurance he already has to pay for.

The millionaires tax that was in the House of Reps. bill made more sense as a way to pay for health care. I see nothing wrong with making those people, that benefit the most from having a cheap and un-insured workforce, pay for it.

Actually the best thing to do would be to open Medicare to everyone in the country, expand what is covered to include everything that is not elective surgery (This would include covering abortions in the cases of rape, incest, and if the life of the woman is endanger. In any other case they would still have the right but have to pay out of pocket.)

The way to pay for it is to expand the Medicare tax. On my last pay check it said that almost 9$ was withheld for Medicare tax. If Medicare was morphed in to a universal health care plan I would have no problem with paying for it with a higher Medicare tax. In my particular case this would likely translate in to a higher pay rate, since the company is no longer paying huge sums for health insurance. In my dads case this would most likely result in him paying less for his health insurance since an increased Medicare tax is not likely to cost him more then the 800$ something he currently pays each month.

Finally I just want to point out that the base problem with all of these arrugments is that we are still looking at health care through the eyes of capitalism. Capitalism is a cold calculating system obsessed with making profits and its culture has a firm grip on an industry that is supposed to keep us healthy and make us healthy again when we are sick. There should be moral outrage at the idea of one person turning a profit from another persons misery. But I understand that universal, not for profit, health care is a long way off and that is why for now I think the public option and a millionaires tax is the best solution.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Does anyone really care about Tiger Woods!

Seriously does any one really care that he crashed his car, and slept around. I am kind of tired of hearing about it. I would even bother to say anything about it except it is all over HLN, which the only thing we are allowed to watch in the break room at work.

Tiger Woods even more so a nobody then most of the other profession sports people out there. At least most professional sports icons play on teams that have a little something to do with city or state pride. Tiger Woods just plays golf, and he only does it for himself, and all the companies that sponsor him, I am sure if they could make it look un-tacky corporate America would cover his ass in company logo decals every time he plays a round.

It even gets me that HLN interviewed Perez Hilton, I think that is his real name (He was the guy that asked Ms. California about gay mariage). HLN interviewed him about it. He is just a blogger. That is how he got famous. So you have some blogger with no real job talking about some golfer with no real job. Then which ever commentator is on HLN at the time says something about trying to dig deeper on the issue.

There is nothing there!

This is a hollow issue and most of the hard working Americans I know and work with every day don't give two sparks of piss about it. Mostly we just laugh about how stupid all of this is and nutty people behave when it comes to those with celebrity status.

What we really care about are the things that matter to our lives so here are a few things I have heard today that the average working class hero needs to know.

1. GM annouced that they were not doing any more downsizing beyond what they have already planned. They came out and said if they ever want to reemerge as a world leader automotive maker they need to stop slashing jobs, closing plants, and cutting car models and they need to focus on making quality cars that will sell in the new auto markets of the world.

2. China has blasted western countries for not doing enough to cut carbon emissions and not giving out enough cash to other countries to help meet the challenges of global warming. (BTW...China is the worlds largest emitter of carbon dioxide and burns huge amounts of dirty coal every day for electricity.)

3. According to a report on the BBC a Mc Donalds fast food location in Florida refused to interview a person and verbally assaulted that person because he/she is transgender.

4. Somewhat related to 3. Uganda is trying to pass a law that makes being gay a crime punishable by death. An American hate speech author has had his works sited by the Ugandan government and had been asked to speak before members of the Ugandan government.

5. Michigan has been under a blizard warning now for a full 24 hour period. Heavy snow has made daily commutes hard and in counties along Lake Michigan, such as where I live, lake effect snow has complicated an already tough storm.